I feel as though there is a battle fighting inside me.. The outcome doesn't look good for either side and there will be more casualties then thought.. My head wants me to leave because it's the logical thing to do with the circumstances I've put myself in.. My heart is fighting to stay because it would do anything to help the man it loves.. The man I'm not supposed to love, but I do.. I tried my hardest to fight it.. I can't even explain the situation because I don't need the ridicule or the resentment or the backlash.. In the words of ADTR " I reserve my right to feel uncomfortable, reserve my right to be afraid.. I make mistakes and I am humbled every step of the way.. I want to be a better person.. I want to know the master plan.. Cast your stones, cast your judgement you don't make me who i am.."
- You be the hammer, I'll be the nail..